So i still have depression and im constantly bored, i feel like a loser who cant do anything right. I want to let my creativeness out, make something i can share with the world or family, but im probably dreaming too big. I cant stand being depressed and bored, it stinks, everyone tells me to work out but i lack the motivation to do so.
i usually just watch youtube all day while complaining to family members that have no idea what to do about me.
I live 8 hours away from mountains so I understand. I try to drive out when I can a couple times a year but I ride local trails 3-5 times a week. One of the most popular mountain biking destinations in the USA has no mountains (bentonville).
You can search your area on mtb project and find trails.