Does anyone else vacillate between feeling hot (attractive) and repellant?
Some days I feel like all the women around me find me desirable, and other days I feel like none of them do. I rarely feel ‘in between’.
I don’t really like feeling either extreme. For one thing, I don’t trust either feeling! Feeling unattractive is obviously a bad feeling, but feeling ultra attractive is also bad. It leads me to uncomfortable fantasies and an inability to distinguish normal interactions from flirtation.
Does anyone else feel like this?
Yes I have this going on. It seems to me that people either desperately want me, or they’re disgusted with me. Nobody seems to just ignore me.
I’m not even talking about actual external feedback. Like, this is all purely in my head as far as I know.